Money cares, people care.
I was thankful last night as I have been chasing pushing something some force some energry keeps me moving doing of two wordls two minds many minds many perpesectves. I hear you Hart Crane what you wrote for and what you sttod for thank you for writing! I fell last night in a way I do not know and there I slept on the campus grass crashed bike thankful for the stranger who do not see danger and called out called the police the ambulance the number for help i was awoken by men many men a group a party a crew police emts and more they woke me and asked me questions questions that I hadn’t been asked. Who are you where are you where did you go tonight where is your home where are you going and with each question I came too connected more and more, the smile remained instantly it returned i was given a free ride home. They cared they used there assets for me to drive me home to serve me to share love. We have created a system in todays world that is designed to love people love people who are not loved who even lack to love themselves who float who chase who pursue something in there mind in the world that is not there not monetized hope? action?
People are interesting people make mistakes and live I am not taking care of my shit my pile my cards I keep refusing over and over again I sit in refusal why what is the point of holding back why not push harder farther faster.
Hunger.
The basics need to be taken care of
Home, bed, food, drugs to love others love must be placed first in yourself
